I loved you four years ago. I risked sooooo much for you. I'm still taking risks now. I'm not sure you understand how much my life changed after meeting you. I wasn't the same person i was before. You had affected me in a way that could never be reversed. We fell in love FAST. I was soooo in love with you that family and friends didnt even matter all i wanted was you. Now fast forwad to today it occurred to me that im just a temporary solution. You pretend as if I matter and Im relevant but in actuality Im not.Things will change starting today
